ya guys gotta watch advent children. I watch it at my brother's place who got a projecter. Its damn shiok, i like the way it turn out. My brother say its very human but i say it looks more like a doll doll. But i prefer the doll doll version cos i dun like too human in 3d. Gals i believe you all will scream over at vincent and septh. I have been drooling over these 2 guys whenever the screen show them up.

::Article to share::

I once heard the story of a grown bear that lived in a cage and
travelled with a circus ever since he was a small cub. The bear spent everyday of his life pacing back and forth in his cage while countless spectators looked on. When the bear-keepers were not looking, some of the spectators would poke the bear with sharp sticks. Sometimes they would throw pieces of food filled with broken glass into the cage. When the great bear ate what he thought was a wonderful treat, the broken glass would cut the inside of his throat and stomach.

One day a wealthy animal-lover visited the circus and saw the harmful acts committed against the bear. Because he felt great compassion for animals he approached the circus about purchasing the bear. He explained that he would take the bear and place him in a large open area. In this area the bear would have cool pools of water to play in and verdant fields to run. The circus agreed to sell the bear to the man and set up a delivery date.

When the day arrived for the bear to be delivered, everyone was
anxious to see what would happen when the door of the cage was opened for the first time. To everyone's amazement, when the cage was opened, the bear did what he spent every day of his life doing. He simply paced back and forth the length of the cage. The bear didn't even seem to care that the cage door was open. Finally, the bear-keepers got the bear outside the cage and rolled it away.

The bear looked around at his beautiful new home. He looked at the cool pools of water and the lush green pastures. Then to everyone's surprise and disappointment, the bear began his pacing. Back and forth he would go, as in an imaginary cage. Eventually he had to be put to sleep because he simply could not function in his beautiful new surroundings.

This is the powerful way we become slaves to our past, to our habits. This is how many of us, not just circus animals, learn to accept that there is nothing better for us. Even when it's staring us in the face.To a large degree, our history and past experience determine the person we are today. Yes, we are the result of upbringing, of education, of constraining social norms. But that's no excuse for accepting a routine, meaningless lifestyle. That's no excuse for not being the person you want to be.

Many of us have responsibilities towards others - our families and
loved ones. Some of us put up with less than desirable conditions
because of those obligations. But how many of those obligations are really excuses for not making things better?

In a world of possibilities, are you pacing the length of your imaginary cage?

Oh dear have been seeing too much nude male and female photos. Pray that my parents wont see wat im looking=_=. haha im not some kinda pervert who likes looking at these stuff. Its for my reference for my 3d model. Its still under W.I.P. Hopefully i can finish this as i have always wanted to model some fantasy kinda character. Just started learning Maya this year and im happy i am able to have a grip of it on my own. Actually i dun attend any courses on learning Maya here cos i dun like the 3d schools here that much. i would rather save money and go overseas to study if possible. But im really broke so the only way i do is self learning. Anyway i will be posting my progress of the model sooner or later. Take care , all of ya.

T_T help help!!! anyone here got intre_scan 330 plus driver for win2000. I have been searching for it. But i can only find win98 in which it cant be used for my com. If anyone have it can sent it to ferlynkoh@yahoo.com Many many thanks...


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Sigh....alot of things happen this coming new year........many lifes have been taken away because of Asian tsunami disaster .......makes me feel that how life can vanish so easily in just a few seconds.......I must thank god that my sister and brother-in-law came back before it happen. You might not believe this but before they went for holiday....i got a bad feeling about the trip.... i dunnoe why.......but they have already planned after their marriage for honeymoon so what i can say is have a safe and enjoyable trip......but i insisted that they should go to the temple and pray so at least my parents can put their mind at ease abit. Lucky they came back on Friday as it happens on the Sunday morning. And she told me before she left quite a couple of people have stayed behind. I hope nothing bad have happened to them.....bless them....